Optimism

I've always been that kind of girl who tends to pull things off no matter what happens. I don't care if in the end I'll be super stressed, and haggard as long as my task was executed properly and that it turns out maybe not how I perceived it to be but near to eat (or at times much better).

So yeah, this week was kind of overwhelming at school especially in some of my subjects. Hahaha! Grace under pressure is like my motto right now. I need to deliver in spite of all the craziness going all around. Not juts deliver, deliver but deliver in a graceful way. Though it's not a major, major problem to me for I am innate with this kind of situations na since High School days pa but still the pressure, the fatigue, the stress (both emotionally and mental) I just can't bear with them at times. I can say I've been there and done that but nothing is the same as the other everytime. 

I don't like feeling pressured and stress, yet I LIKE the challenge. So in some ways I also like being pressured and stressed. Crazy aren't I? But its true, sometimes the pressure is what makes me tick; it's what makes me function more and serves as a kind of motivation. Making the positive out of the negative as I call it.

People tell me that I'm optimistic, and I think so too (tho, not as optimistic as they think of). But I'm also realistic. I also think of the worst case scenarios and try to avoid them. And that's where I overthink. Sometimes I only stress myself with something that I shouldn't be stressed about. Hahaha!

This post is not making any sense right now. So, I'll cut this and I'll update you if something happens! Leggo!

P.S. Here is something from Pink that's some kind of a booster! :P Bye.